Monday, April 30, 2012

Farewells

Once again I feel the heart aching. Once again my heart is toughened. Now its even more difficult to open myself up fully. A dear friend is leaving the service. A friend who has helped opened up part of me and cushioned the impact of the work environment. After a short 2 years, the party has ended. I will miss - our dinners - our chit chat sessions - digging the 'trenches' together - seeing you in school - hearing your footsteps - your comforting words - the chemistry It has been a short 2 years, but the friendship forged had been real. I hope we'll keep in touch and never lose that chemistry. I know you are much happier now after the last day. I wish you all the best, especially in pursuing your happiness. I will not mention the past to you for it is over. Neither will i tell you exactly how affected I am. It will just be kept here, in this space. Thank you for leaving a deep footprint in my life. You are dearly missed.

Friday, February 10, 2012

Transformers

Transformer

Friday, October 14, 2011

end of their secondary school journey

will really miss the kids.. hopefully they will remember me.

wishing them all the best. your teacher has taught u the best she knows how. thanks for all the fabulous memories.. you have taught me many things, like patience and trust.

i need to learn to get use to feeling like this..

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Thankful for this outlet for my emotions.. facebook is too public for personal matters, and I wouldnt want to share it to the whole "world" when half of them aint quite close to me and wouldn't care.. ha.. yes i'm emo now.

I guess there's really no party that lasts forever. Well, nothing lasts forever. Period. Once again, i'm reminded not to get too close to another's life. Because, you never quite know when the "bye bye " comes. Usually, it catches you by surprise and throws you into a whirlwind of emotions. Broken and a very sorrowful heart is left after the tornado has thrown me to the ground. The only way is to hang in there, toughen my heart and move on.. and this is the sole reason why i'm so hardened to any form of relationships/friendships. Don't really want to be hurt... again. Far too many times..

I'm really dejected...will really miss them..

Sunday, December 19, 2010

She spoke what's on my mind..

Lucy Liu: My biological clock is broken

CoverMedia - Monday, December 13


Lucy Liu: My biological clock is broken

Lucy Liu thinks someone has “thrown out the battery” on her biological clock.

The 42-year-old American actress is not worried about having children, even though for many other women her age family is of primary importance.

The strong-minded actress has never listened to normal societal rules because her family never put any pressure on her to conform.

"I don't have a settling-down time," Lucy confessed to USA Today. “A biological clock? Someone threw out the battery... I never feel like it's too early or too late for anything. I don't ever think for me that this traditional way is the way to go for me because I haven't had a traditional life."

The dark-haired actress appears in a new four-hour mini-series in America called Marry Me, and is proud of how different her character is compared to those often played by women her age. Marry Me tells the story of two male best friends who fall in love with the same girl. The plot twists and turns, and culminates in a wedding.

While she is giving little else away, Lucy admits she rarely performs standard female roles in film and television.

"I don't think that I'm your prototype, 'Let's go to Lucy Liu for a romantic comedy,’” she divulged.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

I saw this on a friend's blog who is btw currently happily engaged.

Lose to Gain

Dr Teo says, "in a relationship, you always lose something and gain something."
I agree and I will say,
Lose temporary individualism to gain lifetime partnering
Lose the comfort to gain maturity
Lose the freedom to gain responsibility
Lose the familiar to gain transformation
Lose the "I win" to gain the "we win" :)

There is truly a lot to gain being in a relationship. I agree totally to what is written above. However, it is not just about doing the right thing. It is about the right person as well, ain't it? Sometimes life can be so predictable, i feel suffocated. I yearn for spontaneity! I crave for bouts of emotional rush! And Queen sings "i wanna break free!"

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

thus far..

Thank God for a dear -------- who made me feel like i'm not alone when it comes to the experiences of being a -------. (for privacy sake, i better blot out some info)

We've come to the following conclusions
1) Sunday night/ Monday blues will last for years because you dread to see whether they've changed over the weekend.

2) They don't know what they are doing. So most of the time, we get the full blown cosmic-sized hormone right smack on our faces.

3) You look forward to holidays but you don't as well.

4) Being with them is a peaceful thing as you do not need to guess and wonder. But you definitely do not wish to see them either.

Thus far my experiences..